Sunday, May 23, 2010


I always hate myself. It has been a long time since I loved myself.

I don't feel calm and peace anymore.

Sometimes I wish that I never existed in this world because the world is SOOO Cruel to me.

I am weak.

I am a Loser because I don't have someone special to share my life with.

I want to say 'I love you' but I never have the chance to do that.

I hate my friends because they have a better life than me. I always cry with envy when I see them.

Everyday I wake up I wish that I am somebody else.

I always get things that I never wanted in my life. I never get what I really want in my life.

I am afraid about my future because I know I will end up alone.

I always feel hopeless and it seems I don't believe in hope anymore.

I smile but actually I cry.

I am depressed but I am very good in hiding it to people.

People always said they know me but they don't.

I am sick and unhealthy.

Every word I said is full lies and deceits.

I am really a bad person and I do sick things. Once again no one notices this.

I scream and scream but no one hears me.

More importantly, I am not happy and never will happy.

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